凡人的選擇

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

Hurt

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

貼心的札記

今天有位學生遲交聯絡簿,中午打開來準備批改時,開頭就見她寫著:

「最近一直覺得老師好像時常悶悶不樂的。」
她認為是他們表現不好,請我不要悶在心裏,他們會努力改進的;如果需要幫忙,請我儘管開口。

沒想到我還是沒控制好,讓私人的情緒影響了工作,我感到很抱歉。加上這幾天班上好像比較浮躁些,令我覺得不耐煩,回應的口氣不是很溫和。當我話一出口,班上氣氛剎時凝結,學生的表情是有些戒慎,我其實是很後悔的。

另一方面,她貼心、誠懇的文字給了我大大的感動,我如此幸福擁有這麼窩心、能關心我的學生。最近我真的我沒做好我的工作,常常心神不寧地煩著自己的事,但我真的很感激有這群學生,有時我坐在教室前面看著他們,我真想一直和他們待在這個有安全感的地方,不要離開,不用去面對那些無解的艱難。

收驚

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