Alone

今晚第一次一個人待在學校宿舍。第一次到對面的大吃覓食晚餐,吃了一整碗的火雞肉飯和一盤白菜魯,好像很久沒這樣的胃口把自己吃撐,雖然瘦很多很好,但我還是希望自己有生命力一點。也是第一次晚上開車逛校園,颱風過後的校園地上許多落葉殘枝和泥濘污水,昏暗的燈光,襯著陰森的林木,人煙稀少的校園,有一種令人不安的荒涼~

重拾學生生活已經一週,並且已交出一篇作業,早上想到自己不用受「彰化縣明天上班上課」的公告的影響,真好!其實很期待在研究所的上課,很期待自己在專業知識上能有所增長,這跟十年前第一次讀研究所的心態已全然不同,當時只想輕鬆過關就好,也不知道為什麼學習,而今能回鍋當學生,格外地珍惜,面對挑戰,吃苦當作吃補吧!

有些事在心裏愈發清明,不管如何,一定要保持善良的心!

想起好幾年前喜歡的一首歌~還是很好聽!^_^

To Princess Smart

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失焦

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加油~

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詩歌。全新的你

心存正念

「相信一切都是上天美好的安排,keep going!」

「把生命的縱軸拉長,很多事只是生命的片刻,很輕、很短~」

為什麼我們要這麼正面地想事情?因為相信這樣善的信念是對的嗎?還是我們知道最好這樣想才能比較好過呢?

開始懂了。孫燕姿



開始懂了

我竟然沒有調頭 最殘忍那一刻

靜靜看你走 一點都不像我

原來人會變得溫柔 是透徹的懂了

愛情是流動的 不由人的 何必激動著要理由

相信你只是怕傷害我 不是騙我 很愛過誰會捨得

把我的夢搖醒了 宣佈幸福不會來了

用心酸微笑去原諒了 也翻越了

有昨天還是好的 但明天是自己的

開始懂了 快樂是選擇